An unforgettable day in my Life,I meet a girl named Ez...i totaly fall in love wif her cute smile...its juz a sudden desicion that i made,and she accept the way I am in the 1st time...Im so happy and excited,i change alot for her,i change myself the way she expect from me,its all because i realy LOVE her....not like what i did Previously,im did my life desicion!!....Im so lucky to have her,without her by my side,i cant did well in my SEM1 NURSING life....With a Blink Of Eye,SEM1 End and 2011 is started....Im so confident with this life....I never regret with wat i do....so hapy life.....by the way,the posting period is done....With full of confidence,i step my foot in College after a long period of posting at GH and started to study hard....Day by day,the subject of SEM2 Getting Hard....with never give up,i study day and night to pass my exam....But in the Same time,i scold and angry at Ez,im so sory...i din mean to scold u,i feel so stress....Ling,i need u to care bout me,i need you when i was sad...i don wan to be lonely,i wan u to be my side when i need u,not juz LEFT me like that....i need YOU more than everything....Juz oni you,my life is complete,if i had ever scold and hurt YOU,Plz forgive me,i realy not mean to scold u,YOU are so close to me,u should know me well and u did it....For me You an angel tat came to earth and bring light to brighten my life...I PROMISE THAT I WILL TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOU no matter what Happen....
On MONDAY 21st 2011,my first paper Pharmocology,i did alot of mistake without my knowledge,its realy a huge mistake,i cant believe myself tat i did it.....So embarrassing,....I know my result earlier than others,im so sad....Its a easy subject,but i failed on it,im so stress.....Is it im not enough sleep?Is it im too Confident?Is it not enough of revision?I dono where is my fault....im so stress...I scold Ez,i punch wall,i cry,and i quit from involving in any of activity....I feel so depress,After i knew my result,i cant concentrate at all in the next paper,the result keep playing in my mind...And i did not do well in my Sociology paper too....it make me seriusly so sad and DOWN....And in the same time,Ez never talk to me,she juz keep ingnored me,she keep read her Novel book,i feel so lonely and juz like no one can see me....Im juz like a transparent to everyone.....I learn a lesson,...."when a person happy,everyone wil share,but when a person is sad,no one wil care"......Its happend in my life....I told mum about my result she was shock and she told me one more news tat seriusly make my heart stop awhile..."she told tat My bro loss his DSLR camera"....I juz like,OMG....is it true..i realy cannot believe....i have nothing to say....so bad luck...i read my bro Blog and my tears is cuming out....Oh Lord,is tis the way YOU punish me and my family....?Im begging You to give my happiness back.....I hope everything wil be fine soon.....Love and Care
